A Short Testimony:
"This is just the way I am. This is as good as the Christian life gets. Struggling with pornography and self gratification is just my thorn in the flesh that will never change,” this is what I thought before the day I finally faced my sin. I thought that I would always be drawn into looking at porn. I had given up trying to fight it because nothing ever worked. So I settled for saying a prayer of confession after each time I fell and called that living the Christian life. LIES! ALL LIES! I believed so many lies that I could sit under sound biblical teaching and simply dismiss any conviction the truth might bring. Through a preaching series on Holiness, God arrested my heart. I can still hear the words, “A holy life is a lifeof killing sin!” I was not killing sin; I was not even fighting my sin! God, in His boundless grace, shattered all my pride and all thelies I believed. For the first time I confessed my sin to my wife of 5 years. God poured out His grace on her to start walking the long, hard road of forgiveness. God has given so much grace! My struggle with lust is not gone, but it is different –it is a victorious fight rather than a defeated fatalism. Praise God for His amazing, powerful, life changing grace!
